Blast From The Past

We all have memories in our lives some which we cherish some which make us shudder and then there are somethings or someone who just brings a mix bag of emotions, a martini of love & hatred. Something similar happened to me a few days back with me when some one (and by this time if you have been reading my posts you must know it is a guy only i am talking about :D ) came as a blast from the past.

Let me rewind the time (i wish i could go back in it but alas physics still hasn't cracked that code yet ! ) and take you four years back when i started my college life. It was the first day of my college , i was nervous that day, thinking about the new people i was going to meet, if i would be able to make some friends.So on my first day of college i met Mr. V, Mr. J and Mr. L .Mr V was an eye candy with his fair skin, perfect cheek bones and a cute puppy smile, thats why i had decided to walk up to him and introduce myself but alas he was in a different section ahhh my dream of watching him all the time shattered, Mr V introduced me to Mr J and Mr L who were in my section. J and L knew each other from school they were below average in looks but i loved Mr J's Height, he was tall. I hit it off with both of them very easily all thanks to Mr J who is one of the most easy going and kind hearted person i have met in my life. I will pen down about Mr J some time else, this post's protagonist is Mr L.

As time flew me and Mr L became close friends. Although to him it was friendship, i on the other hand had found new meanings for 'friendship'. We had long chats in night on the phone, he used to talk about his past and I used to blabber about mine , most of the times he slept bored of my sound and i used to enjoy his snores on the phones for a while. I was enjoying all the attention i was getting from him and things were going wonderful. I was falling for him knowing at the back of my mind that he will never fall for me because i knew he was straight , siting together in class, going together for lunch , I even joined a tuition class so that i could be with him on weekends.Oh i was obsessed with him no doubt in that. Our 'close' friendship was attracting some unwanted attention.

One night i called him up as usual for our night chat and Mr J and another friend Mr T was there too, they were getting drunk as i realized later.Not caring of whom is there on the other side i started talking to L but after a while J took the phone and was talking nonsense. I got irritated and disconnected. But i couldn't resist completing my chat with L, so i again called him up. L took the call but lost it to T this time, I again hung up. This went for couple of times and finally i gave up. Next day in college as usual i was waiting for L to show up so i held the seat next to me for him. He came late, already the class had started and sat on a desk on the other side of the room. I was puzzled , did i do something wrong ? why didn't he even wave me a good morning. Was it the lat night's episode. Did i cross a line ? With all these questions in my mind i waited for the class to get over and to confront him with some questions.

To Be Continued....